Am I really messed up?All the sudden I get alot of attention.?

I just broke up with my ex and I started to hang out at a restaurant bar where they play live folk music.I love it.people dance,clap and so forth.Im an artist so I love all that.now I have all kinds of men hitting on me and buying me drinks,Muscisians,bussiness men and bikers.Im not used to all this.In the past week Ive had a motorcycle ride a limo ride and an offer to live rent free and a spa trip.The down side is Im drinking alot , have twice slept with guys because of it.Im scizophrenic Im not supposed to be drinking but I hide it.These guys go on about how beautiful I am but to be honest .I think I need to quit drinking which Im not sure is possible and quit smoking .I feel emoitionally sick and I see chances in the mix to better myself by dating affluent men.Dont say go back to school because I have disgraphia and Im doing 5 grade math.Really Im just trying to make it dispite all my problems.Im smart in other ways,Im bilingual,kind,funny,Is it wrong to let men buy me stuff/